i guess i'd planned to head out with mumsy today for the first time in a while to get clothes for my trip in three weeks time, but she's busy so no go. oh well.

i still have a long list of things i've gotta get and i'm not so much looking forward to class chalet anymore. feeling the pressure from everybody about church camp but i don't know, i hardly know anyone well enough and i don't think i should try to squeeze out so much from myself in a short period of time. i don't know why but i'm starting to feel the heat about this :-( i've never mentioned it before but i guess that's just how it is. that plus everytime i think of homework, i get so upset and my day's ruined. i need so much strength and determination to finish it all and conquer everything.