There are just too many things to be written down in time, too many things that the SHINee bond and the formula of SHINee and SHINee World forever has penned down. Too many things that cannot, will not and must not be broken. Something this important has to hold true. Maybe you would've asked for it, if you came into superstardom in one of the most ruthless annual-multi-million dollar making entertainment agency in Asia and shot up with the work of fully packed (LITERALLY) schedules, beyond late rest hours, mad little hours of sleep, intense training and crazy practices. Many would say it doesn't seem like it's possible. Especially with an average current age of only 18.8 years old, which is extremely young for a group of five, who became possibly international names in just two years. I know what will happen, will happen. But can you deny the fact that my heart aches just thinking about how things will take its toll if the rumours happen to prove true? There are so many many things I wish I could do, just to see things stay as forever five. The one true five, forever, in SHINee World where the sky stays clear pearl aqua blue.
Maybe a better analogy would be to say that as I write this, the sky is a lonely place. A lonely dark horizon, with nothing but a lone star. And right now, that lone star is what reminds me of the OT5. They're but one star, but they mean the world to me, because that one star grabs the attention in an empty piece of sky, of a wide horizon which cannot be seen beneath its edges of darkness.

So where am I headed now?

Well I know that Jongkyung may hurt us, it may break hearts of many, and may even cause Shawols to lose hope (that could've been purely non-existent in the first place) and SHINee to lose fans, but I also believe that much as Jongkyung has broken everything perfect into shards in the first place and killed and tragically sank the everlasting Jongkey ship, there are still hoards of Shawols out there who believe, just like me, in that lone star in the sky, that the one true 5 will prevail. Losing fans, losing support, losing love, breaking hearts, falling apart, drifting away; the dark sky will run away in the day and give way to the pearl aqua blue.
Maybe Jongkyung wasn't real, which is what I still believe, much as I'm happy for Jonghyun, then we would know that things aren't right. Maybe it would just be easier to believe that Jongkyung was real, so that it wouldn't open up a world of big empty hearts and a universe of cold, painful rumours. I just can't have SHINee breaking up, because they're my everything, and everything that's been true and kept me going.
So why then does everything feel so suspicious? Like some sort of facade? As if the whole thing was just a conspiracy, something to deceive everyone?

My heart and head, and whole person, really wishes, by all that I can give, that this wonderful One True Five stay together always, because I don't wanna see a group I loved so dearly (and more than that, even), splitting apart. I just don't want another boy group from SME breaking apart again. The SM Family is losing the love because their real father went away. The SM Town is almost hitting rock bottom, population zero.

And if you must know, I made a wish on that lone star. To bring the hearts back together, the hearts of the OT5 back together so they stay together, happy forever. Who knows, but whatever happens, I believe in them. I'll always keep that pearl aqua blue faith and trust in the flawless blue sky. They need us, we need them. SHINee and SHINee World. Because this was a formula never to be broken for a life time, remember? Because Minho certainly does.

Pearl Aqua Blue means the world, maybe even a little more, or more, than that. ♥