Hi, my name is Beatrix and I was born on the 3rd of December. I graduated from OLGC, part of the alumni of '08, and SJC, 09-12. I'm Team NYJC now and I ♥ ISLE 2013 + my '1314 Truggers.
♥: TCF, the SJChoir family, the 2F + 4G clique cliques. I am socially awkward, I loathe a lot of things and I'm rather sarcastic (but I'm contented with this, thanks).
I am very fussy and nitty-gritty, I like coffee and tea and I adore ballads and acoustic music. I also complain a lot and like to repeat myself.
I guess sometimes when I don't smile it might look like I'm rude, but I actually just have a case of chronic-bitchface syndrome hahaha. More me?
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#133: who knows where the wind may blow?
Thursday, November 4, 2010 at 9:52 PM
Okay so maybe i may be too old for Hannah Montana. I don't like the show, seriously, but it's just that this song is so amazing to me.
/facepalm
whatever, why am i wasting my time?
Beatrix says:
*LMAO twitter?
*you know, i keep thinking
*about so many things, recently.
*how people change, how people think about weird things (like myself)
*how people try to tell us things we don't realise,
*how we can't always be honest,
*how i feel like sucha bad person, how this world's revolving so fast.
*and then i have to make decisions and today's been a pretty bad day.
*you know, jyp auditions are coming up in december, and i don't know why i feel like auditioning but yet i don't really want to
*its like a 60 - 40 thing.
变态 says:
*wow!!!
*hahaha you wanna audition?
*i want to go just for fun : )
*i can support you!!!
Beatrix says:
*that's what's got me thinking every moment i have.
变态 says:
*just grab every opportunity that is out there!!!
Beatrix says:
*i keep thinking about how if i do get in (dreaming here, okay? HAHA), i'll lose my freedom
*i have to drop my opportunities
*and i can't express myself.
变态 says:
*what?!?! express yourself by what?
Beatrix says:
*i can't say the things i think, i can't have twitter, tumblr, blogger, livejournal, facebook or anything
变态 says:
*o rly.
*WHAT WHY?!?!? ; (
*and then you may forget your friends~~
Beatrix says:
*if you have to train in a company where everything is dictated, i have to drop my chances to be someone my parents can be REALLY proud of.
*EXACTLY
*i was planning to say this last.
*i'll lose AMAZING friends like you and niko and tcf
*♥
*and chances to bitch about everyday lives.
*i'll lose my cliques, and i'll have to follow where life takes me. i can't change my own path.
变态 says:
*wow. but you know what, you want to audition for a reason. and that reason is because it's something you love to do.
Beatrix says:
*it's like, once you get in that business and people already know your name, you can't say you don't want it anymore.
*and even if you can, you can't lead a normal life anymore.
变态 says:
*and i'm sure that reason will override anything else that's worrying you!
Beatrix says:
*there's so much i want to do, but not so much i'm willing to risk!
*oh my, that's so true.
*: |
*but then, it's like i feel myself wanting to do this because of a fear. that i won't get another chance, and this ringing in my head that's saying my friends want me to do it.
*it's like i want to, but i'm afraid to. people want me to, but i'm afraid
变态 says:
*ummm
*ok you know what, just let fate bring you to whatever it goes.
*(that sentence structure sounds horribly wrong)
*if you get in, then think about it. i believe you can make a choice then : )
*if fate allows you to get in, it means god wants you to do smth about that opportunity!
*if it doesn't, then... well, you can be that person you've always wanted to be.
hello world, nothing beats TCF and everyone important to me.