there are so many things i wanna say, really. so many feelings i wish people didn't misunderstand. this blog's nothing but just rambling space because there's no where else quite like it where i can ramble. tumblr's too SHINee (still forever ♥), livejournal's too distracted by fake happiness and fandom, facebook's too shitty with what people are actually doing and emo things and twitter's too spammed already.

well i figured it was about time i start making a wish list. and i'm not expecting anything, REALLY. don't get me wrong, i don't expect ANYONE to get me anything from this list (fyi, this is NOT reverse psychology), it's just for my own remembering purpose. 'Why publicly post it if i "don't" want people to get me anything? Why be a shameless whore about it?' you ask? Well to be honest, it's actually because i clear out anything i write down or type out and put somewhere. It's either that or lose it and both are equally shitty. and i figured i wouldn't delete this post that fast since there's nothing much i do here anymore. believe it or not, it's none of my business. i only know i'm using this list to help myself note down the things i'll get (or eventually get) for myself. i'm not depending on anyone else (except maybe a little financial help from my parents hehe :>) Well anyway some things aren't all material/tangible so. :)

Here goes:
(bolded ones are semi-possible. I prefer saying 'semi' instead of 'possible' alone because expecting and assuming too much is just gonna give me some crap I never wished for)

• DSLR [Canon 550D Kit/something as nice/nicer(?)]
• 2011 calendar [Keyandu/Kimbrothers/Ontaenew]
• Trip to Korea in December with the SHINee Clique ♥ for SHINee's first ever concert in Seoul ♥ [After the Macau trip ;~;]
• More $$ omgaw. (I still need to get a lot of merchandise, albums, photobooks and books and I'm running low on $$ :( )
  
• Trip to Taiwan for SM Town ♥ next year with the SHINee Clique ♥
• My room redecorated for the second time in four years, with me getting to make my own decisions this time.
• MORE TIME WITH TCF AND THE SHINee CLIQUE ♥
• Another SHINee stanning event ♥ with the SHINee Clique ♥ (partly also known as SHINee comes to Singapore, which obviously isn't controlled by me)
• MORE NAISE CLOTHES

Okay this list should stop here before things get too out of hand. So far i haven't thought pass spending more time, so the rest after that was added in to make it look longer /fail. just wait for me to want to accumulate something. I sense a lot of saving. That's all then.

ps, i'll probably edit this post to strike off the things i can as time comes along and i get those things :> those that i can't, i won't ever will anyway i guess.