Hi, my name is Beatrix and I was born on the 3rd of December. I graduated from OLGC, part of the alumni of '08, and SJC, 09-12. I'm Team NYJC now and I ♥ ISLE 2013 + my '1314 Truggers.
♥: TCF, the SJChoir family, the 2F + 4G clique cliques. I am socially awkward, I loathe a lot of things and I'm rather sarcastic (but I'm contented with this, thanks).
I am very fussy and nitty-gritty, I like coffee and tea and I adore ballads and acoustic music. I also complain a lot and like to repeat myself.
I guess sometimes when I don't smile it might look like I'm rude, but I actually just have a case of chronic-bitchface syndrome hahaha. More me?
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#143: ballads
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 at 4:32 PM
walk away, don't get hurt.
it's not my battle to fight
walk away, don't ever turn
i know my heart will break from the sight.
it's like everytime i talk to you
i'll break down and push you away
it's like i already know better
you never meant to stay
it's like everytime i hear
people say your name
i remember everything
of how you went and came
it's like everytime i hear YOU
it feels like it's not real
i wanna spit everything out
there's nothing left to spill
it's like everytime i see you
i don't know what to do anymore
i worry so much for myself
i feel my heart hit the floor
and in the end i know it's queer
but this love has nothing here
i can't pour my heart out for you
and there's nothing left to do.
i've done all i could, i told you all
it's like i can't stand up from the fall
because my heart broke long ago
because of the truth i never told.
i see your eyes, i see mine.
all i see is the way yours shine.
every moment after we meet
feels like a wasted second
there's nothing left here.
It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time
I've wandered and wandered around for a while
As if we made a promise
Standing here in front of each other like that day from four seasons ago
Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together
Those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time
They're all coming back to me now and I don't think my heart can take it
I've even restrained myself at the thought of you
How has your one year been
For a long time, I've been living, having forgotten of you
For a while, I thought I was doing fine
However I started to realize it as time passed by
That I am nothing without you
At that time, if only we had been a bit more mature
If only we knew how we would be right now
I have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets
So I've had to just repress them
One year has passed like that
Could your feelings perhaps be the same as mine?
Will you give me another chance?
I know now that we can never part from each other
The one person I love and love again
I wish we can go back to our first days
To the beautiful, happy and loving days
Those heart-breaking stories and vain arguments
Just bury all of that now
And promise that we won't take them out again
No matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by
I hope that we won't meet like today again
definitely friends.
i can't bear to look.
i know i shouldn't need you
but at least let me move on.
the things i should've said have come back to haunt me. there's nothing i can ever say to you without hurting myself. without feeling everything come back. i hate my heart.