dear minho,
you've been the subtle member in the group, there's so much you've done but we've never seen, right? i hate how you're never appreciated the way you should be. you've been there comforting jonghyun and key and staying strong when everyone's breaking down or going hysterical. it's been great to have you there silently, and it's good because you're always there never demanding the spotlight 24/7 and fighting with the rest of the ot5. and you're always adorable when you're with your other hyungs :> there's not much to say, but you deserve as much love as everyone else, so thank you so much, for everything. ♥
my eternal love.

dear key,
i should just say that you make SHINee unique with everything you have as the diva, the mom and the oddly, noisily interesting talker of the group. 2010 was a hard year for you as well it seems, although you never say so. maybe losing your best friend was driving you mad, but you also worked so hard and never complained about it. you remind me a bit of every member. you're as blunt as jjong (or he is as you), as mature as onew, as silent a worker as minho but as adorable and fun as taemin. in fact all of the ot5 just have each other's traits. and it's amazing how you guys are such a family. i've always been taught the way to live in choir (not school lessons, but choir, which is why they're so amazing!), but you guys have been the living proof that the things i'm taught are real and are in good existence. you've taught me how to use these amazing values and be a better person. there's so much i want to thank you for though, key, because you've always stayed strong. i do hope you and jonghyun will stay friends forever, it's like another belief in me established. thank you so much for everything. everything. ♥
eternally, xx.

day 30: why i love my amazing, precious, perfect ot5, SHINee


you guys are really amazing. no words can tell you how much i appreciate how you have taught me so much. Onew has taught me to smile always, no matter what; Taemin has taught me to be a happier person in life even when things could be so hard; Jonghyun has taught me to be passionate in everything I do; Minho has taught me to be determined and perservere, to work very hard and never give up when chasing my dreams; and Key has taught me to be honest to myself, to be proud of what and who I am, and not deny myself. These five boys walked into my life one fine day and have never walked out since. they've been strength for me, they've taught me so much i could have used in my life, and they're not very much older than my parents. they're not at all, actually. they've taught me more than my parents could've hoped (not to sound like my parents fail or anything though, because they've taught me so much from when i was born, but not any of this). I love choir very much, in case anyone was wondering, because it's more than just a CCA to me. It's family. I was always told to be responsible, to focus, to love what I do and do what I love, but when I can't, I'd always have to do my best in it, I was taught so much, but these five boys have set a real example for me. They've shown us that SHINee is a family, and SHINee world is a family too. and put together, we're honestly a real world. There's so much I want to thank them for if I ever meet them and have the time to talk (or if I could even talk during then or whenever LOL), but above all, I'd like to thank them for helping me be a better person. This is not just idols and fans, it's my fandom of which I'm so proud and eternally dedicated to. Of which every day when I wake up, it gives me one reason and reminds me why I work so hard, or why I even wake up. They're not just singers, they're adorable idols, they're dorks, they're someone's children, sibling or family, but they're people too, and that's only one of the reasons why I love them. ♥

finally finishing these two memes, i think i'll start with the 30 day snsd one tomorrow if i have the time (i hate homework, i think i should've mentioned that ages ago). :> this meme has been amazing although i never answered everything and posted late. i especially love this whole post's answers. it always reminds me why i keep my faith in my fandom all the time ♥ :> now that i've finished it i thought i'd take this time to put all the credit for the edits i've been using (in no order):
one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen.

(and the bolded part in day 30's answer was something i personally felt very true, and i saw it as a k-pop secret on tumblr. i'm extremely glad i'm not the only one feeling like this :>)

i'm normally pretty selfish but these tumblrs are amazing and deserve credit for their work. if you're not a shawol/k-pop fan don't bother following. i couldn't find the source for some edits so let me know or something if you know (idk how though lol). i tried to credit them as best as i could :> if you're looking for something or at something you've seen before, maybe i've reblogged it before from my tumblr. most of the edits/graphics/gifs used in this meme and the kpop 30 day challenge were mostly found on my tumblr since i reblogged them all, but they're not owned by me. i do not repost, nor do i own anything found on my tumblr, i simply click that 'reblog' button :> anyway i hope you guys enjoyed this meme, i had fun too :> and that's a wrap.