Hi, my name is Beatrix and I was born on the 3rd of December. I graduated from OLGC, part of the alumni of '08, and SJC, 09-12. I'm Team NYJC now and I ♥ ISLE 2013 + my '1314 Truggers.
♥: TCF, the SJChoir family, the 2F + 4G clique cliques. I am socially awkward, I loathe a lot of things and I'm rather sarcastic (but I'm contented with this, thanks). I am very fussy and nitty-gritty, I like coffee and tea and I adore ballads and acoustic music. I also complain a lot and like to repeat myself. I guess sometimes when I don't smile it might look like I'm rude, but I actually just have a case of chronic-bitchface syndrome hahaha. More me?


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#184: 我不相信你心中现在她最美,
Sunday, January 30, 2011 at 8:31 PM

i was planning to post an intro post on fandom and otps here but i realised i'm not bored enough yet plus no one reads this space anymore and its junk anyway so i'll always just come back here to say the stuff i'm the most insecure and a mess about. i just love having this blank ol' space. it's the best :>

i'm so afraid i'll be the only one holding on with expectations. so worried you'll let go of this other end of the rope without telling me. it's like dying but not knowing you're dead. it just drives me insane and it's all i ever think about. the only things i don't know. it's eating me alive because i worry you won't bother anymore anyway like you promised. you won't stay. like you promised. no one will stay like they promised. and i'll be alone left wondering why i'm always so cynical. because of this :( because you didn't bother to care. to love me like you promised