Hi, my name is Beatrix and I was born on the 3rd of December. I graduated from OLGC, part of the alumni of '08, and SJC, 09-12. I'm Team NYJC now and I ♥ ISLE 2013 + my '1314 Truggers.
♥: TCF, the SJChoir family, the 2F + 4G clique cliques. I am socially awkward, I loathe a lot of things and I'm rather sarcastic (but I'm contented with this, thanks). I am very fussy and nitty-gritty, I like coffee and tea and I adore ballads and acoustic music. I also complain a lot and like to repeat myself. I guess sometimes when I don't smile it might look like I'm rude, but I actually just have a case of chronic-bitchface syndrome hahaha. More me?


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#202: i would give it all
Monday, March 28, 2011 at 8:07 PM

Analogy:
"It's like your existence was based on having waited three days in the scorching sun, the pouring rain amidst countless obstacles, struggles and people fighting for your position just to reach the front of a line or to win something valuable. You gave it your all but in the end when you thought you had succeeded, you end up realising that whatever you waited for is gone forever. Imagine that. You could have had a chance before though, but you waited because you really didn't know. You hate yourself. You're so close, yet you'll never reach it now. It's like screaming in your face 'you'll never catch me now'."
Sound like a funny thing, but that's reality. That's what it's like for me to wake up and think everyday. Sitting alone, undisturbed. Those are my thoughts. That's drama. But that was how things went down.