Hi, my name is Beatrix and I was born on the 3rd of December. I graduated from OLGC, part of the alumni of '08, and SJC, 09-12. I'm Team NYJC now and I ♥ ISLE 2013 + my '1314 Truggers.
♥: TCF, the SJChoir family, the 2F + 4G clique cliques. I am socially awkward, I loathe a lot of things and I'm rather sarcastic (but I'm contented with this, thanks).
I am very fussy and nitty-gritty, I like coffee and tea and I adore ballads and acoustic music. I also complain a lot and like to repeat myself.
I guess sometimes when I don't smile it might look like I'm rude, but I actually just have a case of chronic-bitchface syndrome hahaha. More me?
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#216: you said you needed a little time for my mistakes,
Sunday, May 22, 2011 at 3:33 PM
so close but so so so far apart. i'm having strained relationships with everyone.
it feels like nothing would have mattered. the only person that mattered walked out. gave up on you. the worst part is you're left feeling the same way anyway. you're left hanging by a thread. you want to give up on yourself because you have every reason to. you know you could've been happy but it was all too late. it all happened too late and you can't relive anything even if you try. why can't i just get over it and move on? i'm so exhausted from believing in everybody and from being me. i know i probably shouldn't complain but really? you think you know everything? no one wants to listen. no one. and i'm not kidding.