skin change? y/n? sheesh, why am i even asking anyone since no one reads this space and it's practically unlikely for someone to give me an opinion. i just know i've been wanting a skin change for long now and i took about 2 days to customise that skin from the original but i'm still hesitating + undecided on changing it. no point making it look complicated and pretty when hardly anyone reads this space, so. maybe i'll get creative. whatever it is, i have never and i will never think of shutting this blog down. whatever happens to this webpage, i value this private and forsaken (in a good way) space very much. sometimes i think of this as a better place to let all of my thoughts go and my words flow. it's an important part and it'll just remain here mundanely tucked into a simple corner till i decide how to change it :-) in the mean time, care to visit some others? ;-)

on another note, 2 weeks of the holiday is close to over. that is in-bloody-sane. why doesn't time ever pass THIS fast when i'm having lessons o m g. and i don't think steph ever signed us up for famine camp. HAHAHAHA. either that or the list was never confirmed nor submitted. owell, more food for us ;-)
oh also, countdown!!! 13 DAYS MORE TILL OUR SECOND VISIT TO USS EXACTLY A YEAR ON. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I love mumsy, albeit i fight with her basically 24/7.

for entertainment right now (i'm all out of it :-(), here's a meme i stole from my best girl :-) this has been an unexpectedly and rare happy post (don't bet on this, i've never sounded so cheery in my posts before. whoa. but it won't last so owell)

200: My name is: beatrix
199: I was born on: 3/12
198: I am really: blunt even though i'm better with words
197: My cell phone company is: Apple (sony ericsson forever \m/ , but my phone died so i'm using my dad's iphone as a temp phone)
196: My eye color is: brown
195: My shoe size is: Eu 37
194: My ring size is: i don't really wear rings 'cause my knuckles are kind of big
193: My height is: 1.50++
192: I am allergic to: bullshit (not to be taken literally though trololol)
191: I was born in: sunny singapore
190: I live in: solitude lol
189: Last book you read: Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult
188: My bed is: suddenly the best thing ever at 545 on any school day
187: My pet: is nonexistent
186: My best friend: cheryl is my #1 girl, niko + j + vt + isabel = favourite 4 life :-)
185: My favorite shampoo is: sunsilk ~
184: AIM name: same as real name ~
183: Piggy Banks are: where my coins are always dropped in
182: In my pockets: nothing
181: On my calendar: dates for june :-)
180: Marriage is: unity and love
179: Sponge Bob can: cook krabby patties hehe
178: My mom: is my worst enemy but will forever be my first and most important friend
177: The last three cd's I bought were: DVDs
176: Last YouTube video watched: Natasha Bedingfield's Little Too Much :-)
175: How many cousins do you have: 60+ on the paternal side, 20+ on the maternal
174: Do you have any siblings: elder brother
173: Are your parents divorced: nope :-)
172: Are you taller than your mom?: no :-(
171: Do you play an instrument?: recorder. HAHAHAHA
170: What did you do yesterday: watch the best movie evarrrrrrrrr (refer below)

I Believe In:
169: Love at first sight: yeappp
168: Luck: yuuuuup
167: Fate: no doubt
166: Yourself: yeap
165: Aliens: noooope
164: Heaven: absolutely :-)
163: Hell: uh huh
162: God: with unwavering faith, yes!
161: Horoscopes: sure
160: Soul mates: definitely :-)
159: Ghosts: yes lmfao
158: Gay Marriage: yes. legalize gay!!!! marriage is based on love, not gender, age or differences.
157: War: i know it exists, i just don't believe in the need for it, so no.
156: Orbs: nah
155: Magic: no need for it. prayers are better :-)

Which is Better
154: Hugs or Kisses: depends
153: Drunk or High: no preference
152: Phone or Online: can't choose ~
151: Red heads or Black haired: black i guess, but it really depends
150: Blondes or Brunettes: no preference :-)
149: Hot or cold: a bit of both so i can't really pick
148: Summer or winter: i can't really pick, it depends :-)
147: Autumn or Spring: both!!!!
146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla ice cream, chocolate bar. both ^^
145: Night or Day: depends depends depends!
144: Oranges or Apples: both :>
143: Curly or Straight hair: wavy please?
142: McDonalds or Burger King: macs of course
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: both!!!!
140: Mac or PC: PC anyday
139: Flip flops or high heels: flip flops :>
138: Ugly and rich OR Sexy and poor: sexy and poor? cause you can always make a living, but you shouldn't destroy the looks God gave you.
137: Coke or Pepsi: neither. yuck.
136: Hillary or Obama: obama :-)
135: Buried or cremated: save land, pick cremation. lololol
134: Singing or Dancing: both. but slightly biased towards singing ;-)
133: Coach or Chanel: chanel i guess
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: neither
131: Small town or Big city: big city :-)
130: Wal-Mart or Target: both? :>
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: both equally funny i guess
128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure :>
127: East Coast or West Coast: depends on the situation (and the view /trololol)
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: christmas, because birthdays are merely for an individual, but christmas is for everyone, and to celebrate christ :-)
125: Chocolate or Flowers: both are equally nice and thoughtful :-)
124: Disney or Six Flags: disney!!!!
123: Yankees or Red Sox: neither

Here's What I Think About
122: War: terrible and unnecessary
121: George Bush: dnw
120: Gay Marriage: should be legalised
119: The presidential election: no views
118: Abortion: horrific.
117: MySpace: prehistoric
116: Reality TV: sometimes interesting
115: Parents: depends
114: Back stabbers: haters gonna hate
113: Ebay: prehistoric
112: Sex: no views
111: Work: tough :-(
110: My Neighbors: distant (the irony)
109: Gas Prices: sky high
108: Designer Clothes: unnecessary
107: College: far away
106: Sports: neutral
105: My family: number 1
104: The future: terrifying

Last time I
103: Hugged someone: ages ago :-(
102: Last time you ate: a snack 5 minutes ago
101: Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile: i don't really know.
100: Cried in front of someone: april
99: Went to a movie theater: yesterday :>>>
98: Took a vacation: a year ago
97: Swam in a pool: last week?
96: Changed a diaper: never /trololol
95: Got my nails done: last week :-)
94: Went to a wedding: a long time ago.
93: Broke a bone: never had, never will
92: Got a piercing: in primary school lolol
91: Broke the law: nah never had, never will
90: Texted: j!!!

MISC
89: Who makes you laugh the most: anyone who's funny. basically most likely isabel + nats + vt
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: people at home :-(
87: The last movie I saw: SOMETHING BORROWED!!!!!!!!!!!! :-) ♡♡♡
86: The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: for now? uss with my bbgs again :-)
85: The thing I'm not looking forward to: school lol
84: People call me: trix. EVERYONE. omg
83: The most difficult thing to do is: act like i'm not bothered and like i've moved on.
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nah
81: My zodiac sign is: sagittarius
80: The first person i talked to today was: my domestic helper lol
79: First time you had a crush: primary 3. HAHAHA what terrible taste. thank God it got better
78: The one person who i can't hide things from: isabel, my h2h bud :-)
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: nicole, yesterday. HAHA
76: Right now I am talking to: no one #foreveralone
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: i wanna dabble in forensic science or anything to do with science/work in the investigation (police!!!) line :-) (and no it's not inspired by CLIF or anything, it's something i wanted to do since i started secondary school). either that or business
74: I have/will get a job: yeah like 10 years later loljk /troll
73: Tomorrow: is sunday and monday comes afterwards (i had to improv!)
72: Today: is saturday
71: Next Summer: is far away :-(
70: Next Weekend: CHALETTTTTTTTT
69: I have these pets: that don't exist
68: The worst sound in the world: your own heart breaking
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: the one that got away.
66: People that make you happy: so many i don't know where to start ♡♡♡
65: Last time I cried: yesterday.
64: My friends are: an AMAZING, ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT bunch! :-) ♡
63: My computer is: old :-(
62: My School: CHIJ SJC #ijpride
61: My Car: can fly. that's why it's missing. loljk
60: I lose all respect for people who: cannot keep secrets + are spoilt
59: The movie I cried at was: SOMETHING BORROWED!!!!! :-) ♡♡ and maybe Morning Glory as well hehe i love these two
58: Your hair color is: brown ~
57: TV shows you watch: refer to extended profile
56: Favorite web site: twitter + tumblr
55: Your dream vacation: hawaii, new york, paris, london, USA (LA, hollywood, malibu, bev hills etc etc)
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: too many to start
53: How do you like your steak cooked: i hate steak :/
52: My room is: boring and too small
51: My favorite celebrity is: refer to profile/extended profile
50: Where would you like to be: anywhere but here ~ loljk
49: Do you want children: i don't know, i haven't decided
48: Ever been in love: yeah :-(
47: Who's your best friend: lmao didn't i answer this already?
46: More guy friends or girl friends: GIRLS. WHO RUN THE WORLD? (GIRLS)
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: when people tell you they miss you, how much they want to see you, when people give you a hug, when they tell you how much they matter to you, when they tell you how they feel about you, when people come clean with you, when they tell you how much they care, etc etc.
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: isabel? :-(
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: nah 1 year is bad enough
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: bucket listttttttt no. HAHA
41: Have you pre-named your children: HAHAHAHA kindergarten yah
40: Last person I got mad at: mumsy :-( i'm sorry ~
39: I would like to move to: town. HAHA
38: I wish I was a professional: chef/manicurist idk lolololol

My Favorites
37: Candy: i prefer chocolate
36: Vehicle: mercedes ~
35: President: obama? i don't know.
34: State visited: no preferences ~
33: Cell Phone Provider: star-to-tha-hub yo
32: Athlete: no preferences
31: Actor: HAHA i can't really pick
30: Actress: no preference ~ basically i can't pick either
29: Singer: refer to (extended) profile
28: Band: refer to (extended) profile ~
27: Clothing Store: not a label whore so i frequent same locations, not a particular store. but i like topshop and f21 i guess. the usual ~
26: Grocery Store: giant? :>
25: TV show: CLIF!!!!! HAHA no preference actually ~
24: Movie: SOMETHING BORROWED OMGAH!!!!! morning glory, never say never, 500 days of summer, wild child etc i don't know i'm not a movie junkie but i like chick flicks.
23: Website: people's blogs? HAHA or social sites and blogshops? online shopping ~
22: Animal: owls + hippos + cows + pigs? :> i luv pigs ♡
21: Theme Park: Universal Studios :>
20: Holiday: refer above
19: Sport to watch: no preference
18: Sport to play: captain's ball?
17: Magazine: seventeen singapore? :>
16: Book: no particular favourites.
15: Day of the week: any day where i'm free + it's a good day
14: Beach: no particular favourite
13: Concert Attended: KOREAN POP NIGHT CONCERT 2010 :">
12: Thing to cook: maggie mie ('cause it's the only thing i can cook) HAHAHA
11: Food: sushi, home cooked food, i don't really know 'cause i can't think of any at the moment :>
10: Restaurant: i used to frequent quite a few but i forgot all my favourites.
9: Radio Station: 98.7fm, 91.3? :-)
8: Yankee Candle scent: no favourite scent. anything sweet + light
7: Perfume: i don't know.
6: Flower: roses/sunflowers? :-)
5: Color: black/white/blue/red? no preference.
4: Talk Show host: no favourite.
3: Comedian: any one who makes me laugh
2: Dog Breed: A POMSKY OMG BLARDY ADORABLE THESE GUYS!!!!!
1: Are you ready for this survey to be over?: Yes like finally zomg

PS: I caught Something Borrowed with VT + Niko yesterday. IT WAS AMAZING. Or maybe it's just 'cause I for one can relate to the story quite well and I love chick flicks :'-)