#233: it's a matter of time
Monday, July 18, 2011 at 6:09 PM
the truth is i want to take a risk, i want to live, i want to not be afraid of people, not be afraid of love, not be afraid of loss, not be afraid of the way people condemn me, not fear about how tomorrow will unravel itself, not be afraid of the future. i want to not fret for my days, i want to be able to do what i want and not explain it to the people i have to be impressionable to, i want to be able to stop worrying about the people that i'll lose that won't understand. i want to try new things, listen to new music, be more adventurous, screw things up everyday, i want to live loud, i want to do things because i felt like it. i want to do the things that would make me happy.
the truth is i can't, but either way, i'll try.