#261: allude
Saturday, September 24, 2011 at 10:33 PM
okay using my ipod touch to blog now so basically i can't upload pictures haha but i'm doing this to save the draining on my bb internet service /paranoid
things haven't been well. only a week - actually it's less than a week- to the first paper/start of end year exams and I feel unprepared. i'm screwed because all the procrastination from the start of the year has officially done me in. worse still, I feel so distracted, detached and emotionally unsound what with all these feelings and thoughts clinging on to me and I can't shake them off. this is starting to feel hefty and lethal. i need to just be able to pull through for just a month more before I can get rid of all the tension and focus on other things
okay enough of that. it's saturday night and it's been a tiresome and uninteresting week but I'm glad. Every day with God is a day well spent. I feel more secure and tolerant every day because of His presence and the strength He grants amidst all the emotional chaos
Alright I best be turning in. Hopefully tomorrow's a more productive day!!! I plan to finish 3 more chapters of SS and 2 chapters of bio but kinda unsure about that now. Toodz anyway :-)