i've never shown my family here before, ever, so here's my mom :-) i realise i don't ever talk nice to her because her ego is huge and i don't want to be the one to feed that ego, so i just end up being harsh and mean, which i figured, is bad haha
okay totally ignoring that, concert's coming up and i'm kind of a sad kind of worried. a bit dreary because i'm afraid we fall below expectation again. gonna leave most of it in the hands of God and i hope everyone does their best, yes? :-)

oh and how i oh-so miss the feeling of being in a foreign country, the bright mornings that feel new everyday with so much to be explored, and the urban nights that leave you feeling nostalgic and pensive because the city is so huge, and it doesn't even have to be in those scenic-romantic, personal, high-end western countries like europe, anywhere counts. anywhere but here. normally i don't say this, but i kind of can't wait for the trip at the end of the year. waiting is killing me because i miss traveling so much :-( it's never been this bad, i just can't explain the feeling or how at-ease it makes me come to realise i am or i feel when i'm anywhere in the world away from here (even though i miss home a great deal after a while). i think that was the main reason i chose that photo haha.
oh, also, right now i've been reading a lot lately to spend some time since i don't have much to study for. apart from shopping, reading is all i seem to use to kill time, especially when i'm alone. i actually hope to finish reading quite a number of books by the time the holidays end :-) taking a break now to post this hehe.

and with that, the school year is almost drawing to a close. hope the results on tuesday don't disappoint :/