#294: gallant
Wednesday, December 7, 2011 at 9:39 AM
i'm fasting through breakfast so i need determination, but it's nice to renew the spirit and find some patience and determination through God. otherwise, i'm feeling really shitty again after seeing something i was better off not knowing. i don't know why it's becoming like this, it's never been, and i thought i was okay after so many days, weeks, months,
years. what's wrong now? why do you keep doing this? or should i say, why am i affected by what you do, even though this is the way you've always been?
i hate my guts