HAPPY POST NUMBER 3OH3 (i like this number because it's cool to gesture with your hands hahahaha)
and this is extremely late, but Happy New Year to anyone who even reads this small space! ever since i changed my url a few years back and i didn't keep many links/give out my link + hardly anyone blogs these days, i think hardly anyone reads this space but i keep it here anyway (because like any other normal person, i enjoy talking to myself when no one listens hahahaha /conceited/)

let's review my plans for this year (some i spontaneously came up with actually haha) before i talk about my resolutions:

MY 2012 PLAN
1) the first 7 months of this year will be no fun because of o's. damn you o's.
2) i actually plan to study my ass off for o's, starting early and being consistent, but i don't know how that will work out. either way, i need to make it.
3) i kind of plan to actually work harder on bio and ss. SHOCKER.
4) those plans include actually finally passing + acing SPA /fist wave of determination/
5) i don't actually have a plan for my holidays before o's (wait, i don't even think anything counts as a 'holiday' before o's even if it is. block testing + prelims + class tests + semester tests + term tests + ORP all the way, i'm glad my birthday comes after o's LOOOOL)
6) excited for prom even now /kanchiong spider/ so maybe weeks before o's i oughta get a dress and stuff so i don't half-ass it afterwards in a haste
7) and of course, after o's, i honestly want to do something productive with my life (i think if my face and height can make it, i should seriously apply for a job at those online stores i frequent/check to model HAHAHAHA JOKE but it sounds ideal. years of camwhoring finally put to good use. in case that fails, in which case i am already 98% certain and ready for, i'm always ready to go job-hunting)
8) maybe i'll do volunteer work or learn a new skill (i doubt it lol i'll spend my days nua-ing and shopping /guilty/)

so generally this is all i've got and most of it involves studying i'm not even prepared to do like right now i'm on 3 days MC for camp and i'm supposed to be reading/studying bio right now but... HA. maybe i'll read for a while later after reading the Bible before dinner

AND ON TO MY RESOLUTIONS. i've actually written this almost everywhere bc i need to constantly remind myself of what i set out for this year. unlike last year when i unknowingly didn't even set resolutions for myself (which i honestly still can't believe till now) and as arsed as it sounds my whole year ended up a flop because i had no goals in mind and failed almost everything till i realised the severity of the whole situation lol /loser/

MY RESOLUTIONS FOR 2012
1) Do what I set out to do all well and within deadline
I half-ass almost everything so this is important. I'm living and swearing by this for this year. I CANNOT HALF-ASS ANY ASSIGNMENT/TEST/EXAM/WORKSHEET/PROJECT.

2) Be a better person to everyone
I honestly think I don't watch what I say half the time and hurt people's feelings HAHAH I guess I'm actually a nice person /shot/ but I tend to be too sarcastic and direct, especially to my mom more than anyone, so I hurt her most (which leads me to resolution #3), so I have to make an effort to be nicer to everyone this year, which involves doing more good if I can

3) Be more respectful and loving to my parents
I talk to my parents and treat them like they're my friends but sometimes I oughtta show them how much I love them and give them the respect they deserve too /guilt/

4) Be contented and thankful for simple things
I don't think I have to explain how much we ought to thank God to be able to live through a new day every single day. To wake up alive in this chaotic world is just a huge blessing.

5) Remain faithful to God; to leave more of my life in His hands
I probably won't be a big part of church this year because of o's and my parents' wishes, so I've pledged to still do my best to incorporate more of God in my life every week. Time with God is time of peace at heart. I need more of that, this year especially.

6) Stay close to old friends
I've lost a lot of people in my life, but found more who matter and I absolutely cannot afford to lose them, especially in a year so full of hectic days, struggles and of a graduation.

7) To enjoy the present and relax as much as I study
I take a break for 2 hours when I only studied for 10 minutes and I always have doubts about tomorrow so no more this year. Today shall be what I focus on. Tomorrow will be fine with God.

8) Do what I deem fit
I probably should have realised earlier that I don't have to live in the shadow of others so I've got to take steps out for myself more and go crazy if I want to. But I honestly don't because I'm too worried about what I appear like LOOOOOOOOL

9) Take better care of myself, both inside and out
My health is a mess and I'm hoping to kind of make amends for it this year. Same goes for my fashion sense (TROLOLOLOL) so I honestly have to start dressing better, trying more new things fashion-wise and stop being too self-concious, which I doubt possible but who knows?

10) Save more
Money, electricity, paper etc etc

11) Take more (glam) photos
Seriously self-explanatory okay hahaha

12) WORK HARDER FOR O'S
I just thought I'd put this as a separate resolution to remind myself to do it HAHAHA

ok that's all i've got i'm such an ambitious bitch i gotta go get started on reading now!!!! i hope 2012's everything everyone wants it to be and more! here's to a better year ahead!

PS, considering posting this on LJ as well hmmm