i meant to post last week, but i kept procrastinating and so it slipped my mind. so since i have the time now, why not eh?
my week's been the same so i won't really care much about the details. pretty much the most exciting thing to happen this week was CD and PTM. i really do love the 4G Farm crazy much, i'd die without them and it's insane to think we'll be graduating soon enough :'-( but regrets aside, if i were to be happy about anything these past two years, i'd be happiest about being in this AMAAAAYZING 4G Farm with Mama Ong and Papa Phua :') seriously adore them beyond words!!!!
i guess i also ought to mention how much i miss having a normal life and not feeling like i have to desperately work so hard all the time. it's a vicious cycle of forcing myself to work hard every day, then feeling like i didn't really do much or anything at all, and that's really scary. i miss going out spontaneously, having the freedom to make choices on the spot or time to do whatever we wanted to, and of course the time i used to spend with isabel, sherylyn, vanessa, nicole, vseah, den, j, xiaojo, cheryl and shingz :'-( we've all been busy lately but hopefully that doesn't stop us from being kids soon?

for everything else, truly, i'll end off with what i always say: i'm sincerely thankful to God. it's truly amazing that all this time away from NEC and service, i still keep my faith in Him, and that i truly must comment that it's really beautiful and wonderful.
i hope the weekends get better!!!! weekdays are lovely with 4G :-) they seriously keep me going on weekdays and pushing day after day, week after week and month after month. the coming week's gonna be fun, but serious work right after so gonna do my best and leave the rest to God!!!

Know therefore that the Lord your God is God; He is the faithful God - Deuteronomy 7:9

(this is actually 2 Mar 2012 but it was a draft as you can see, first started in feb hahahaha)