prelims are next week and i spent the entire morning (that's 4 hours for me lol) trying so desperately to remember chunks of essays for ss. i'm so tired, as in mentally. i was supposed to study bio so no surprise that i ended up here, but i really should go back to make my day more productive soon. my week's been busy too, and i'm tired, this time as in physically. highlight of my week was finally finishing SPA for real so i thank God for that. at this point in time i'm having the greatest internal conflict ever because i want so desperately to give up but i cannot, and i must not. we've come so far, and if i were to chuck all of that away just to enjoy myself, what would i be doing with my life? i need to constantly remind myself of that. okkkk just gotta push on, and idk i just thought to give this space a lil update. hope the week ends up good, can't wait for prelims to be over, it'll be officially the beginning of the end. alrightey, have a good weekend, whoever's reading this :>