It's hard to define what this was, what we were; and I'd like to say that there's always gonna be something different about our friendship. There will be gaps we cannot and will never fill - though we can act like they don't exist and we both know it; so I say I probably will hold something in place here forever, maybe a piece you should have taken away so that you could feel the same too.
I don't regret hearing what you had to say, but I regret believing in it like it lit up my entire universe. Everything was centered around the feelings I thought were permanent - my days were spent trying to find the words to describe how I felt; my nights were spent feeling these things I couldn't describe. That was beautiful, yet terrible all at once, because there were no words in the English language that could emote my ecstasy, and now, my devastation.
No matter, it's over, and my world wouldn't have been quite the same without this, without you. You changed quite a bit, but now I'm better than I was before.