Well I probably shouldn't be here because it's Math Paper 2 later on, but you know what they say - 平时不烧香, 临时抱佛脚也没用的, so if I've already done what's within my efforts, I don't see the urgency in freaking myself out and studying a little more at the very last minute. I might as well come on here and use this time to clear my head before it distracts me during the paper.

The papers so far were good. For the mistakes I've made, I can only blame myself, and I hope that as each day progresses and we finish more and more papers, I'll slowly grasp the concept that whatever is within my means will always get me the result I deserve. I'm just truly thankful at this point in time, and I guess I'll just continue to do what I can and leave the rest to big G up there :-)

Also, I probably will be crazy-content mugging after today so I won't update this space. I thought I should take some time to list down the things I want to do/plan to do after O's (as I usually have after the end of every school term hahaha) to clear my head a little

• Extreme Game Plan marathon right after my last content paper on Wednesday :*
• Sleepovers + Food fest + Movie/Series Marathonsssss with my Fishabel ♡
• I gotta start to clear my room and all that. Maybe I'll start this after prom hahaha who knows?
• Time for blast to the past and letter writing and all the other shitty admin things I've always wanted to do like reorganising my contact list and address book HAHAHA I HAVE NO LIFE
• I will probably start MCQ revision a week just before my paper seeing that I don't have enough MCQ papers but I know there will be people who do MCQ all the way le sigh but whatevsssss
• Meet ups and usual group crashes/dinz's with my whatsapp/TCF gurlzxzxz or 4clique/trio1/trio2 ♡
• Retail therapy which I so desperately need hahaha :*
• Reading omg I have this complete list of books to read ready already, and I'm so prepared to go book shopping I cannot wait to dive into it
• Christmas with famz + the gurlzzzzz ♡ sssssss cannot wait for Christmas spirit to make its way around!
• Christmas. Shopping. I LOVE CHRISTMAS SHOPPING LJHSEGLSDH + Christmas drinks and any other get-togethers
• PROM. PROM SHOPPING.
• Finally re-get my Blackbird + Golden Half and filmmmmmm
• Actually find more opportunities to use them hahahaha
• More gatherings with the gurlz
• Tanning pl0x
• Exercise regime (swimming + tennis c:) - I am getting terribly out of shape
• THAILAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• Basically, just better days.
• Slow-paced family dinners and get-togethers + shopping and lunch with mumsy
• Maybe I'll consider getting a job, learning a skill or doing some volunteer work hehe
• Maybe I should dye my hair it's too early to decide anyway

and this is probably getting a little too out of hand so I should stop here and remain focused. I'll probably update this on a separate post in time to come. Prayingggg that paper 2's manageable. Right now I'm just waiting for pops to come home soon
Good luck to mah gurlzxzxzxz + whoever's reading this and taking any papers hahaha.