It always gets to a point where we're left to make decisions on whether to keep a secret and hurt a few people, or let the secret go and hurt everybody involved. I've never liked secrets, but more so, I've never liked the idea of having to commit my secrets to someone else. Two can keep a secret only if one of them is dead. So maybe if you find that I am unglued and undone, I am obviously trying to protect you from the things you wish you knew, but do not, should not and will not know. It's in your best interests. Or maybe in the best interests of everybody else, but whatever it is, if you've lived through it not knowing, maybe you would live through it better having it remain that way.