#231: cautious
Wednesday, December 26, 2012 at 10:47 AM
Hi
And so it begins that the curse of relentlessly bad spoiling of special occasions has struck again
Okay what am I saying, it's boxing day, but I'm just in a really bad mood that I hope can go away because I'm finally meeting up with the gurlzzzz like 7 hours from now ok I am so excitezzzzzzzzzz and I guess I really hope everything goes well
Otherwise, life's been pretty great for me apart from the occasional arguments, sleepless nights, lack of time and too much thinking. And maybe even a slightly heavier workload and a little more to worry about.
I feel like I don't give a shit about my future at all, like what am I doing I'm not going to any open houses and I'm not researching any courses like wtf am I supposed to do when January 10 comes and I'm supposed to DECIDE suddenly like what even
I am such a failure
but otherwise, I hope everybody has had a great Christmas. I probably should stop talking now because I am not making sense and I am worrying myself with my own words psh
okay bye