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#232: inept

Monday, December 31, 2012 at 4:53 PM

(and other stuff)

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE EVERYBODY :> Ok I honestly think the post number isn't anything nice and special so it's kind of a bit spoiler because New Year/NYE is supposed to be kind of a special thing where you have ends and beginnings but instead I have an anti-climactic post number, myopia getting in my way of posting and my best friend known as the internet for the afternoon this New Year's Eve. All's good. Kewl way to end the day/month/year and start the week, right? LOOOOOOOL

The weather's rather dreary, I quite like it 'cause it puts me in a good mood for catnaps and nua-ing but I have to get ready soon because I have a steamboat dinner at home with the cousins and then out the door I go for countdown with the awesome peepo at work :'> I think if I hadn't thought of blogging then I 101% of me says I would have fallen asleep in 15 seconds flat. LOL. So much shit to do to end my year but yet I almost decide to be the ultimate pig and almost just take a nap. I'm glad I didn't haha. Basically I kind of still have to clear some stuff off my checklist and I still have a to-do list (which I obviously have not started on ok I am just that unproductive) but I've got some resolutions to set which I will have to post soon like I do every good year, and I'm probably just gonna review what a flop I've been the past year based on my resolutions that I set in January this year LOL.

MY 2012 PLAN
1 to 5) I FINISHED O's. ALL ARGUMENTS ARE INVALID. THAT IS ALL.
LOL jk O's aren't such a big deal. But tbqh I guess I managed to pull my bio up to some sort of a decent grade, and in the end SS mugging paid off. I can only hope I get the grades I deserve for both those subs. AND MY SPA. /second fist wave of determination/

6) I ended up half-assing my dress anyway because I changed my mind halfway so I think I looked pretty shitty during prom but Vanessa's sister did a really good job with the hair and ty mumsy for sponsoring my highlights haha.I'm terrible at prepping for formal events because 1) I hate makeup 2) I hate heels 3) why am I justifying myself on my own blog lol

7) I got a job. Like what else can I say? LOL. One of the best few months of this entire year was spent working, honestly. The supervisors, co-workers and everybody there is just so hyped, it's crazy. WE'RE CRAZY. HAHAHA. And to be honest, I think we'll keep in contact even after this event ends (which is tomorrow, to be exact). Oh, also, I SAW MY GURLS ALMOST EVERYDAY. THAT WAS THE BEST PART YAW. I think I'm pretty proud of myself because I finally wasn't a slob this holiday. /self-congratulatory pat/

8) I gave back, supposedly. But I feel bad because I didn't find any time to do volunteer work :<

MY RESOLUTIONS FOR 2012
1) I think I did this pretty well. But you probably shouldn't take this from me considering that I'm half-sleepy. Everything academic looks so nice to me in retrospect because I FINISHED O's. HAHAHAHAHA.
Okay my main point is I finished that race in the end. Plenty more to go so I guess I could do better

2) I always think I'm being a bitch so I pretty much was a bitch in 2012 in my eyes and I'll probably continue being a self-acclaimed, self-perceived bitch in 2013 /eye-roll emoji/
But other than that, I want to be nice, that is the idea. Yes.I can only hope I was actually nice in 2012 LOL.

3) I failed at this because every time I had time the past year, I ended up either pathetically bawling because of the stress and other shit from school; or just arguining with my folks. Guess we have an idea of one of my main resolutions for 2013. Looking back, SIGH WHAT KIND OF DAUGHTER AM I

4) Not a day goes by where the word 'thankful' and 'thank you' doesn't escape from my mouth. I am always thanking God/people/things (yes I thank things for being the things they are because I am just that weird) and just being grateful for every scenario I am in. I was blessed. I am blessed. I will always be blessed :'-)

5) Tbqh I never would have survived my year without immense faith and the power of prayer. God never fails. and He has never failed me the past year; as I believe He will continue to inspire and help me move forward, so praise God!!

6) I think Jo and Shingz would agree that the gurls met up more this year than any other. Self-explanatory. HAHAHAHAHA. When it comes to meeting up, we go wild, we go hard. OKAAAAAAAAY THAT MADE NO SENSE BUT YES I DID THIS WELL HAHAHA.

7) I worried too much in 2012, frankly. LOL. And I ended up studying for 6 hours and breaking for 30 mins most of the time which explains why I ended up so deranged by mid-year. I totally burnt out. but at the very least I wasn't a slacker hahaha /fist wave of contentment because i just invented this and did this to myself/

8) Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
still working on that

9) My health is still a mess, I am a potato and I am severely unfit.
Also, I have begun to create a new record for dressing rather poorly because I don't want to keep buying new clothes so I probably just re-use all my clothes. And my health is a mess so I look pallid and terrible almost all the time, which explains why I look like a potato 24/7 LOL
I NEED TO START TAKING CARE OF MUHSELF

10) I tried to recycle. I think it worked.
I am now broke despite working for my own money. But I'm successfully staying afloat.
I do not use the air conditioner to sleep.
Yay me

11) Uhhhhhhhhhhh
I cannot manage normal and glam for too long, anyone who knows me well knows this.
HAHAHAHAHA

12) /FIST WAVE OF DETERMINATION/
I can only wait till results day to see if I succeeded at this and fingers crossed, I have never hoped so hard in my life for something this serious. Funny thing is this is only the first major exam. THERE WILL BE MORE /dramatic sigh of exasperation/

My final verdict is that 2012 is ending and I have done nothing other than mugging my ass off the entire year. Ok so I pulled through but I barely scraped through and made it out a mess and I'm just wondering why other people did so much better than me in so many aspects but I'm just so meh then I realise I have never truly been successful. LOL. But if I were to rate my year, I guess it'd be a decent 6/10. Lost points because O's made this year suck. Gained points because finishing O's made this year suck less. Gained more points because I remember every good moment with my gurlzxzxzxzx and famz that kept me going :-)
If I were to rate how much I adhered and succeeded at my resolutions, I think it'd be a 4/10 since most of them involved studying so they don't count OTL. I can only blame myself for being too ambitious lol.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand also I've come to the end so I should post my to-do list(s) and then end off this post because dinner time is soon (it's only 4.46 but whaaaaat? I'm Asian #kanyeshrug).

The last time you will possibly see this post-exam list haha

Extreme Game Plan marathon right after my last content paper on Wednesday :*
~~Sleepovers + Food fest + Movie/Series Marathonsssss with my Fishabel ♡~~
~~Room-clearing~~
~~Blast to the past and letter writing~~
~~Shitty admin things I've always wanted to do like reorganising my contact list and address book~~
~~Probably start MCQ revision a week just before my paper~~
~~Meet ups and usual group crashes/dinz's with my whatsapp/TCF gurlzxzxz or 4clique/trio1/trio2/budzz ♡~~
Retail therapy which I so desperately need hahaha :*
~~Reading~~
~~Christmas with famz + the gurlzzzzz ♡~~
~~Christmas. Shopping. I LOVE CHRISTMAS SHOPPING LJHSEGLSDH + Christmas drinks~~
~~PROM.~~
~~PROM SHOPPING.~~
~~Finally re-get my Golden Half and filmmmmmm~~
Prolly get my hands on my own Diana Mini one day :**
~~CAMZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ~~
More gatherings with the gurlz
Tanning pl0x
Exercise regime (swimming + tennis c:) - I am getting terribly out of shape
~~THAILAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~
~~Get a job~~/learn a skill/do some volunteer work hehe
~~Maybe I should dye my hair it's too early to decide anyway~~

Last Updated: 31 December 2012

Honestly my Christmas this year was a bit of a letdown but Boxing Day with the gurlzxzxz really made everything better for me :-) As you can see I have a lot of shit uncomplished (reading included, I just like to strike it off because I actually read, just that I didn't read enough LOL)

Also, I have to start on my DIY calendar soon. 2013 is tomorrow but I don't even have my calendar done OTL /failure/
Ok I think this is the end of my post HAHAHA Hopefully I end up posting again tomorrow or something.
I hope whoever's reading this has a great New Year's Eve!!! And thanks for tolerating my shite and nonsensical posts (which you should always mentally read in my voice, otherwise it would sound ridiculous because I use jokes only I say out loud LOL) this past year!! Have a blast this New Year!!!