Hi, my name is Beatrix and I was born on the 3rd of December. I graduated from OLGC, part of the alumni of '08, and SJC, 09-12. I'm Team NYJC now and I ♥ ISLE 2013 + my '1314 Truggers.
♥: TCF, the SJChoir family, the 2F + 4G clique cliques. I am socially awkward, I loathe a lot of things and I'm rather sarcastic (but I'm contented with this, thanks). I am very fussy and nitty-gritty, I like coffee and tea and I adore ballads and acoustic music. I also complain a lot and like to repeat myself. I guess sometimes when I don't smile it might look like I'm rude, but I actually just have a case of chronic-bitchface syndrome hahaha. More me?


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#237: dust
Thursday, January 31, 2013 at 10:24 AM

There is this kind of sadness that I get when I think about how you can do so much but it's never enough. That because something has been decided a long time ago that all efforts to change the way things will be will never be enough. I guess I can't quite explain how it feels but its a sour feeling. I'd hate to think of it, but I can't think otherwise and that sucks.It gets sad because no matter how hard I try to change, every effort suddenly seems insignificant in the face of it all.

It's a vicious cycle