It's a Monday evening, the workload is getting crazy and I'm starting to feel pretty overwhelmed with a lot of things. I'm panicking for no apparent reason and I need to get my priorities straight because I have tons to do but here I am instead (as if I'm unoccupied at the moment).
I'll get to my work in a bit but I just don't know why I can't explain the need I had to come here and just pour something out. I may be tired and restless but I will survive, I have been surviving.
I just need to start looking out towards the plight of others instead of myself and start doing better and loving and caring for others more. I don't know why I feel so selfish of late. Sometimes I feel like I give myself a lot of excuses when, really, there shouldn't be a need to.
If others can do it, so can I. Right?

I don't know where this is going but I should start work soon again if I ever want to sleep early.
I look towards God for grace, and hope that by His power and favour I'll soon find the reason and the way to be all I feel I need to be. To be my best and glorify His name.
Have a good week ahead everyone :-)
And to everybody who's struggling (periodically, like me), keep your chin up. The sun will shine soon, I believe.