If this isn't one of the most calming things to listen to in the morning, I don't know what is.

Hi guise, I think for just a week my life has resumed and actually gone back to the way it used to be (like post-O's, and honestly it does feel a bit post-O's although I have to admit I feel a bit lonelier and there's less to look forward to HAHAHA). Sometimes it's nice to look where the business used to be and then you see some gaps, it makes you very very thankful :-)
I hope whoever is reading this is having a good time - wherever you are, whatever you're doing - I hope things are okay for you, and I hope you take it easy on yourself. Things will get better, everything will be okay. God will never throw you into something you can't handle, hang in there!

Some quick updates about life: Promos and PW are over forever whoooooo (here comes the moment where I cue: "What's PW? Can eat one not?" AND I CAN FINALLY SAY THAT HAHAHA /dork/). I've got a week's worth of break because no one else is done with their OP exam I feel quite lonely sometimes HAHAH (I believe I said that already whoops). My schedule is practically CCA and ISLE all the way from when everyone is done with PW until it's departure date.
Which brings me to: Yes, I'm going to India in about two weeks and I am so terrified HAHAHA. I feel so many things ahhhhh but mostly I just feel lost because I don't know, we all just have this huge mental concept that when something big happens for the first ever time, it's supposed to go up in this huge way. There's supposed to be this huge kind of tension that builds up and the excitement is supposed to linger because there's gonna be so much talk or prep for it for the longest time but for some reason because it feels awfully quiet and neglected I just don't know how to go about feeling towards this trip HAHA. There is a degree of fear, of which I'm sure, and some extent of excitement, but yes I am only 100% sure I feel (some sort of) lost.
23 days is practically a week short of a month so I'll be gone for a month it'll be as if I died HAHAHA pls tell me someone will miss me if not I'll be so sad /dork x2/ :-( Heheheh just kidding no one will I'm such a terrible friend hahaha sawbs

Post-India is gonna be just as hectic, it's like I settle for about 4 days and then I go off again for a family holiday woah sigh pie. But ah well kinda excited I guess??? Can only hope it'll be fun HAHAH. Then give or take 5 more days and I'll be back and it's my favourite time of year: CHRISTMAS.
How messy is this gonna get, add on the fact that there will probably be work to do :'-( (Ok trix pls stop worrying about these nitty gritty details hahaha yes I talk to myself a lot these days)

My normality has been ruined I'm sorry to whoever's been reading so far and made it to the end of this post you must really enjoy the erratic HAHA.
Alright alright, my complaints stop here, have a good weekend stranger/friend/companion! :-)