Hi, my name is Beatrix and I was born on the 3rd of December. I graduated from OLGC, part of the alumni of '08, and SJC, 09-12. I'm Team NYJC now and I ♥ ISLE 2013 + my '1314 Truggers.
♥: TCF, the SJChoir family, the 2F + 4G clique cliques. I am socially awkward, I loathe a lot of things and I'm rather sarcastic (but I'm contented with this, thanks). I am very fussy and nitty-gritty, I like coffee and tea and I adore ballads and acoustic music. I also complain a lot and like to repeat myself. I guess sometimes when I don't smile it might look like I'm rude, but I actually just have a case of chronic-bitchface syndrome hahaha. More me?


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Saturday, January 11, 2014 at 11:34 PM

HAPPY 2014 (I am 11 days late, but) YAY IT'S 2014 AND THIS PLACE IS DEADER THAN A MORNING LECTURE.
(Pardon the education reference, school's begun and it's all I know how to relate to. Those in tertiary education empathise hahaha)
It's a new year /pops confetti/ :-) I still have resolutions set but they're no longer going to be posted on this blog. I don't know why I still keep this blog, I think it's more for what's past than what's about to come. This place kind of houses a lot of the emotions and nervous thoughts I had years ago that somehow I can't bear to leave behind.
These days school gets so hectic and my life is so boring, the only drama is practically just the inner turmoil I create for myself. There's nothing much to say on this blog anymore. I think too much, I struggle pretty much, but I never think of this space to rant to when that happens.
Eventually, this place will go all too quiet, but I'm pretty sure I'll always keep it here. For me, for whoever wants to laugh at my past, for the times I want to look back and remember the way I was feeling that exact month, years ago.

The first week of 2014 worked out really well for me, despite it being really tiring because S C H O O L. But I'm trying to keep optimistic and hold my own fort. I believe 2014 will only be good if I believe it to be :-) I guess I started my year pretty well too.
2013 brought me a lot, and taught me so much I wouldn't trade anything for. Granted, there were many ways I wished it could have played out differently. But as much as all roads lead to Rome, no two roads are the same, I'm sure.
It's always the detours along the way that really leave their mark. It helps us find the people we know we were supposed to become in the smallest ways possible. Falling out, falling in, falling apart (wah I sound like an emokia HAHAHA), fragmented relationships, new-found friendships - last year was really a year of beginnings, adjusting and transition. So much I've figured, but so much more has opened up that I'm not too sure of.
I can only hope 2014 brings me clearer vision and the courage to find the answers to things I'm unsure of. The uncertainties of 2013, addressed in 2014: how does that sound?
I hope 2014 is all you want it to be, friend or stranger. Bless you if you're still reading my blog, you must really like dead spaces/be really patient/consistent/thoughtful for remembering this measly webpage on the world wide web even after all this time hahaha.

It's a Saturday night, almost Sunday (in about 30 minutes). At the risk of sounding like my old self again, I still must say: Have a good weekend (and January) everybody!

PS, I can now write '18' in my profile (although we all know it's half a lie hahaha). THIS IS WEIRD.