IT'S JUNE. How is it that I've left this page go so muted for five months? I completely forgot I even had a day blog, nobody really blogs anymore. Nobody I keep up with that often, anyway. I kinda missed coming on here, but the fact that I couldn't even afford time, or the memory for this place for five months says quite some things, doesn't it? Nonetheless I really did miss this page (though I'm about 100% positive now that nobody reads it hahaha).
IT'S JUNE (again, reiterating this because I'm in shock, partially from the fact that my last post was in January woah) AND HERE I AM. In half a year there's quite a bit to talk about. It feels like it's been a year or something, the idea of how fast time flies is actually crazy.
I've never made it a habit to talk about my life here but maybe I should, right? No one will judge me now anyway, it's practically like talking to myself on here hahahaha.

Within the past 6 months:
1) School, school and more school
Which is dreadful. But I live to work and work to live (or in this case, study) and no matter how insane it drives me, I hate to sound like such a bore but honestly I'm a workaholic. An overly, terribly work-attached being. It gives my life meaning (though I mostly do it to torture myself, it seems, from the pure regime of it all). I might be overdoing it though; I'm giving myself so much unaccountable stress. There's been so many tests and exams but I still haven't gotten around to calming my freaking farm and getting used to this shit. I still think failure is a bitter pill to swallow (I'm not afraid, neither do I look down on failing - I honestly think it's healthy and commendable, it's just that) given the pure slogging I dedicate to homework and revision.
I am disgustingly mugger (I roll my eyes at myself all the time too).

2) League, CCA, camp
I think trug's been the centre of my JC life for a period of time, other than the crazy studying (I inflict on myself, might I add hahaha). I'm actually beyond glad we've stepped down. The entire leadership thing put too much weight on the CCA, it was actually beginning to hurt me more than it was worth. Gradually it felt like the takeaways stagnated, it felt like to add on more to it would inflict more pain than actually enjoying the experience, or growing from it. Despite that, the few things I did grow from would definitely be league. I'm just glad I never have to take on the leadership again. I'm tired,  believe me. I should have delegated more.

3) People leaving
Claudia's left for Australia (just yesterday) and Jo left for Hong Kong for a month (just two days before). It scares me how one day we might all end up in different corners of the world. It's so big, there's so many spots for us to reside. Maybe one too many.

I don't actually think there are very many other main categories of things to talk about. As of this point in time life is pretty dull and routine-driven, if I'm not in school I'm getting shit done. I miss spontaneity and going out.

I think I should go to sleep now and maybe (hopefully) come back here some other day when I'm in a better mood with more to say. It's been nice, though :-)